You can only sit and feel sorry for yourself soooo much. Life will pass you by, it’s short. Yesterday was a milestone day for me, because after 3 months of pretty much sitting at home and developing, programming and planning, I spent the whole day in other people’s company. How good that is for the soul.
Last night, against my beter judgement really, I got dragged to a birthday party of a person that I don’t know, with lots of friends that I don’t know either. What a challenge. I’m a social person, loud and outgoing, but these past 3 months and other events have not been very good for my self esteem. I have turned into a real computer nerd with no life. It’s easy to get use to that, it’s hard to get out of it. So last night scared me. But, that too was overcome (with the help of quite a strong welcome drink).
I’m glad to say that this is the start of a new life. How new? New attitude I guess, because I am stil unable to change my circumstance immediately, but the attitude is a start.